Timeline

Freitext
early life
1. born 22nd Mai 1993
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  4. "The truth of who we are is that we are because we belong." Desmond Tutu
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  6. When I think about the life I lived so far, about my way and process I often set the beginning of living myself and my inner fire after finishing school. I lived an airly life before but somehow I have the feeling I rarely got in touch with the essence of life, with the Kabbalah idea of life. I experienced a very protected childhood, a bit like Siddharta in his early years- being isolated from any pain in the world. Later I understood that trying to not feel pain keeps you distanced from happiness in the same way. This rose life I lived started to get moved when my family splitted up and with that some structures that built this palace of life fell down. I started to question my family´s concept of how to live a worth living life and started to search and find alternatives, methods of transition, of circles and cycles. The question that moves me somehow always is how to make people feel alive. Because if they get in touch with their essence of being I believe that all we need is already there, the knowledge, the experiences, the talents, passions. No need to produce that much that substitutes our real deep needs. My way is a way to (re)CONNECTION.
  7. When I finishes school in 2011 I moved to Berlin for doing a voluntary ecological year in the field of urban gardening and alternatives of landscape architecture. I put my energy into a huge network of community gardens in Berlin, e.g. Prinzessinnengarten, Allmende Kontor, Rosa Rose, helping to organise workshops and to work in the gardens. I initiated an own art & nature project (for me awesome combination!) with dyer´s plants. In this year I got in touch with permaculture for the first time and did my first course with Sepp Brunner which was a mind-changing experience for me. I am deeply thankful for my time in Berlin as I felt living myself, my ideas and being able to develop and grow with a community of people. New questions I never thought before came to my mind e.g. questions of urban development, of community building and civil desobedience.
  8. Afterwards I started studying "use of landscape and nature conservation" at the University of Sustainable Development in Eberswalde, close to Berlin. I wanted to follow the way I started to go during my time in Berlin, getting deeper into the topics and living myself, my ideas, my visions- going the next step of release. But the structures I was forced to be part of beared down the life I felt when initiating and realising own projects. With a "it can´t always be perfect"- attitude I studied there for 1 and a half year.
  9. But this attitude crumbled when I travelled to South Africa and spend 5 month there. I mostly spend time in a game reserve tracking animals and observe their behaviour and never felt the unity in the world that intensively before. During this time experiencing me as part of the waves that are called life in their combination andemergence, I was able to more and more bundle my energy for making the decision not to go back to Eberswalde, studying and living a protect but not really awakened life again.
  10. I moved to a alternative caravan space in Leipzig in January this year. I took time only for following the signs on my way, doing the things that feel good and opened up so many different new fields that let my personality grow e.g. deep ecology, hula hoop dance, nature mentoring, community building, circus pedagogy, council communication, social permaculture etc.
  11. I feel a lot of energy, many ideas and visions. I decided to go this way with Gaia U. Can´t tell you how authentic and wonderful it feels!
  12. "The truth of who we are is that we are because we belong." Desmond Tutu
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  14. When I think about the life I lived so far, about my way and process I often set the beginning of living myself and my inner fire after finishing school. I lived an airly life before but somehow I have the feeling I rarely got in touch with the essence of life, with the Kabbalah idea of life. I experienced a very protected childhood, a bit like Siddharta in his early years- being isolated from any pain in the world. Later I understood that trying to not feel pain keeps you distanced from happiness in the same way. This rose life I lived started to get moved when my family splitted up and with that some structures that built this palace of life fell down. I started to question my family´s concept of how to live a worth living life and started to search and find alternatives, methods of transition, of circles and cycles. The question that moves me somehow always is how to make people feel alive. Because if they get in touch with their essence of being I believe that all we need is already there, the knowledge, the experiences, the talents, passions. No need to produce that much that substitutes our real deep needs. My way is a way to (re)CONNECTION.
  15. When I finishes school in 2011 I moved to Berlin for doing a voluntary ecological year in the field of urban gardening and alternatives of landscape architecture. I put my energy into a huge network of community gardens in Berlin, e.g. Prinzessinnengarten, Allmende Kontor, Rosa Rose, helping to organise workshops and to work in the gardens. I initiated an own art & nature project (for me awesome combination!) with dyer´s plants. In this year I got in touch with permaculture for the first time and did my first course with Sepp Brunner which was a mind-changing experience for me. I am deeply thankful for my time in Berlin as I felt living myself, my ideas and being able to develop and grow with a community of people. New questions I never thought before came to my mind e.g. questions of urban development, of community building and civil desobedience.
  16. Afterwards I started studying "use of landscape and nature conservation" at the University of Sustainable Development in Eberswalde, close to Berlin. I wanted to follow the way I started to go during my time in Berlin, getting deeper into the topics and living myself, my ideas, my visions- going the next step of release. But the structures I was forced to be part of beared down the life I felt when initiating and realising own projects. With a "it can´t always be perfect"- attitude I studied there for 1 and a half year.
  17. But this attitude crumbled when I travelled to South Africa and spend 5 month there. I mostly spend time in a game reserve tracking animals and observe their behaviour and never felt the unity in the world that intensively before. During this time experiencing me as part of the waves that are called life in their combination andemergence, I was able to more and more bundle my energy for making the decision not to go back to Eberswalde, studying and living a protect but not really awakened life again.
  18. I moved to a alternative caravan space in Leipzig in January this year. I took time only for following the signs on my way, doing the things that feel good and opened up so many different new fields that let my personality grow e.g. deep ecology, hula hoop dance, nature mentoring, community building, circus pedagogy, council communication, social permaculture etc.
  19. I feel a lot of energy, many ideas and visions. I decided to go this way with Gaia U. Can´t tell you how authentic and wonderful it feels!
2. moving to rural village, building our house 1994
3. encounter with my best friend till now
4. tree house is my home
school time | 1999 - 2011
1. elementary school 1999 - 2003
  1. travelling a lot with my parents
  2. karate
  3. horse riding & caring for 2 horses
2. secondary school 2003 - 2011
  1. "perfectionist learner" 1,0
  2. dancing
  3. family splits up
    1. taking role of protector for my mother and sister
    2. difficult & changing relation to my father
    3. my sister moves out
      1. living alone with my mother
      2. get in touch with my sisters utopistic life
  4. loving theater
  5. first steps of nature connection
3. try to find myself, lost space for this process during school time & trough reorder of family structures - search for initiation
Berlin | 2011/12
1. first deep steps to my vision and goals - "Kabbalah" idea of life develops
2. voluntary ecological year
3. urban and community garden network
4. permaculture course
5. "castor" demonstration
6. meditation & yoga
7. dance
8. art project with "sevengardens"
9. meeting utopian people and their projects
Eberswalde | 2012/13
1. University for Sustainable Development
2. nature connection psychology
3. immerge into project networks
4. living in a small scientific but hippie-minded circle
Russia | summer 2013
1. freedom & nature
2. encounter with my love
3. natural rhythms
4. explore my cognition
5. soil
South Africa | autumn, winter 2013
1. animal tracking
2. project planning
3. permaculture for subsistence in townships
4. authenticity & the energy of connection
5. encounters with magical nature
6. deep connection to plants
7. feeling deep gratefullness
8. encounter with the signs on my way
Leipzig | since 2014
1. becoming part of a real community, network
2. Annalinde | urban community garden
3. Hula Hoop | art as way
4. "Metarosa" community
5. nature & culture mentoring
6. non-violent communication
7. living encounters intensely
8. thai massage & healing
GAIA
1. deep ecology
2. dance for community building
3. social permaculture
4. way of council
5. ...
6. start going the way of my heart